Week 32: Hudson Honors

Most Interesting Part of This Class: I don't really find anything about school interesting. I guess the blogs are interesting. I enjoy doing them.
Least Favorite Part of This Class: I just really couldn't focus for the life of me this year. So that made everything much more boring.
Hardest I Laughed in This Class: Eh, there has been a few times... can't really recall. Maybe when Rylan was laying down on the siding shelf thing and Hudson was wondering where he went and even when he answered a question she still didn't realize he was there, lol.
Favorite Memory from This Class: The boys in my class are pretty humorous though they get on my nerves sometime... I do have to give them that. So there's been alot of good memories but I truely do not remember.
Best Thing About Hudson as a Teacher: She tries to help you to the best of her ability.
Thing Hudson Could do to Make This Class Better For Future Classes: Idk I just don't like school as much as I did last year so to me it would be to just never teach us anything, lol.

Any Final Comments for Hudson: See ya next year

Week 31: Words from the wise

Sophomores (aka incoming Juniors!)
Well it'd be pretty nice if you guys could see through some of our blogs to you! We may just have some good advice. Well Junior year is honestly pretty easy. Not even going to lie I really haven't put much effort into it. One advice I really have though is to try your hardest in Math. No I am not failing and it's not my fault.. but I just can't focus or put my head to things like for the life of me. But if you're able to I'd really pay attention to the best of your ability in math so that way you don't screw yourself over in college. I don't want to take a math next year though because regardless it's not going to help me for college. Mrs. R is a really good teacher! so it's nothing against her teaching... but I just can not do math. I literally did not learn a single thing in math this year because of my attention span and my lack of ability to put my mind to it..I really can't my mind can't focus enough and things LITERALLY go in through one ear and out the other. So even if I take math next year it's not going to help me for college unless thigns change.. IDK. but I just am scared that that's going to be my weakness and reason I don't have a successful life, lol.
        I just think everyone should keep doing them and that some of the girls should probably grow up and quit with the sob stories that are only told to the staff in a "it's their fault" perspective... when really EVERYONE could tell you that they sit there and start it all. constantly. but whatever it don't bother me.. just pretty annoying. One day it will catch up to them.
        Also, this is the year where you can be on NHS so try your best in school because in the long run that could help you on resumes....
ALSO Prom Committee is SO fun! I encourage you all to do it! :)

Week 30: Who are you?

My 5 people that I would have to reteach me my life would be
1. Ricky
2. Mom
3. Dad
4. Jess
5. Spency

The only thing I would have put on my panel is for them not to tell me i'm very shy and because of it i'm really socially and in general awkward. I would love to not be shy so that way maybe i'd feel happier because i wouldn't be so trapped.

They would also tell me I am motivated in school so that way it'd uplift me and help me to be convinced that I actually am. Those are the only two things i'd change.. I would love to change almost everything about me but like I feel like if they told me too much different then I would actually change and they wouldn't like me for me... they'd miss the old --crappy-- me ..eventually. I think.

They would tell me though (which is true! :)" That I'm a very motivated worker and go above and beyond my job tasks at work and that my boss has told me i am his best worker out of the 8 other night shifts! :)

They do laugh a little and tell me I have the worse memory in the world. I kind of hope that they help me though to not remember too many flaws so that way I don't get the bad mind set that I do now --
But sometimes I say I wish i could forget everything like lose my memory but then again I would love to remember everything because good or bad of a memory they are still a memory that leaves me with wisdom, experience, stories, and advice...or just some good laughs :)


I think the only one who would be able to tell me most about me currently and lately and recently that knows me best is Ricky but as to what everyone sees on the outside I feel like they could cover it. Also, Jess my mom n dad know the younger me and Jess knows quite a bit about me. Honestly I can't even remember much right now even though I did not get in a bad accident! haha.

Week 29: We All Live in a Yellow Submarine!

The town of Washburn has flooded. This time, it went a little... okay more like a lot.. over board. It was fun jumping out of the computer lab windows into a sea of water. We all were scuba diving and discovered that cows can survive under water! Except their moos go blub blub. We all met back up on the roof and loaded into the submarine. We nose dived into the water. It was really scary but what do you expect when you have Brody and Jeffrey driving. None of us really knew how to work the yellow submarine, but beings Jacob, Austin, and Michael play enough video games they figured they could co-pilot (Which was a better bet than tweedle dee- and tweedle dumber *Yes I asked them if I could call them that* trying to cruise us around in the yellow mobile.) Our class is pretty fun so we all just laughed at all the stupid -close to death- situations. I didn't know either that even the cops have submarines. Hudson thought it'd be fun to read us stories while we venture around; good thing there was a dispose can that emptied right out into the water. All in all it was a good day, as we were returning to the school the water started to vastly shallow down. Quickly, we dispersed out of the submarine and ran as fast as we could from the school... otherwise Hudson would have made us write a paper on our adventure through the small town of Washburn in a Yellow Submarine.

Week 28: I get by with a little bit of help from my friends❣️🐜

This letter would be to Ricky.
He has not been there my WHOLE life to experience the memories with me, but he seemed to have came along just in time for when things started getting hard.
He has only been in my life for 4 years, but i'm glad he at least came just in time for everything.

To the one whom knows everything about me and lends a listening, helpful, ear..
   I am beyond thankful for you. It's nothing against my friends or family that you know the most.. you just have been the one who has never made me feel judged as if i'm just stupid and ugly n fat or you know... Whatever, lol. Also, I have a best friend but I don't trust her enough to tell her anything.. at least not yet. Plus all anyone does is judge and run their mouth,.. but you know.. you never really have. Some days I feel so bad that you have to put up with my sadness so I try not to always go to you because that'd be annoying. But when I do go to you feeling like i'm 6 feet under way deep down in the dirt; you always try your hardest to tell me things to lift myself back up. You are the only one who doesn't judge me for my sadness.. one day it will all be done though and I wont feel so suffocated all the time and so tired and whatever! I'm very thankful that you have tried helping me to also get into shape... though you aggravate me when  you offer me some kind of junk food though you clearly know i'm trying to stay away from that crap -______________- lol! Idk really what to say i'm not good at these things. Just pretty much thankful for everything and for all your efforts to remind me that there are trustworthy people in the world that wont tell anyone even the simplest things and that there are people who love and care. Also, you're great to be with... so that's a plus! :) IDK I'm really lame and don't really know how to put things into words. Though I don't tell you a long with almost everyone else anything.. you're still the one who I know for sure I can always go to if I really needed it or wanted to. soooo
                                                                                               You're great! and I love                                                                                                            and appreciate you more than you'd ever know!
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Week 27: Welcome to the Black Parade:🏾🏾🏾 📢

So, I don't really understand this blog. I listen to all kinds of music. Music really is my life. SO one song that's newer on the radio is some Rap song that my bestie and I jam out to because we are stupid is "That's my bestfriend" IT'S AN EASY BLOG STORY, SOOOO sounds good to me OKAY.
 My stories shall be some fun memories on us. My bestfriend well we used to be close before I moved to Washburn beings that she lived in a house that my family was renting out to hers before we kicked them out -- then we went our own ways (obviously)
    Now her and I's memories all start with my car. Every weekend we go to McDonald's and get frappes and laugh hysterically at the workeers. One time we were bored at 2 a.m. and blared my music and ran around her yard singing and screaming and having "dance offs" x) HAHAHA. We played hide n go seek with my car at 1 a.m. one time when we were beyond bored with Jess, Jordan, Sarah n Garrett in the other car. One time we got pulled over for something that literally wasn't my fault, but oh well. LOL. IDK there's a lot! She's great. We are so alike and so stupid together and its wonderful :)

Week 26: Words in retrospect✌️☠

    Well, I'm pretty good at comebacks. Many people tell me how they think it's funny how easily I can come up with crap. They say I have no filter and I just speak without thinking -- which is TRUE. I hate thinking it hurts my brain a lot... when it comes to speaking I'm just stupid but idc.
     I have had some times where I regretted not saying anything or regretted not thinking of the comeback soon enough. One example is when my bestfriend was getting bullied verbally by some stupid witch. I wish I would have said more than I did .. but I decided it'd probably be best for me to just keep my mouth shut other than asking her to stop and trying to put some sense into her in a kind manner. I wish I would have pointed out all the things that she was being hypocritical about. IDK this is a bad example but I tend to move on and forget things, SO.  Whatever☪☮

Week 25: Theme song -- Life⛅

Well my life seems to be very bipolar. Some days -- Most days I feel down in the dirt, but it seems like at night times they're wonderful. Night times it seems like I'm finding myself doing crazy stupid fun things. So my song probably would be very interesting. The title would probably be called the Bipolar song.. LOL. Or it probably would fit better to just be in a play list and each song be a different emotion. One song would probably be a depressing song on absolutely nothing but random sadness, one would probably be on how much I hate people and small towns, another would be on how I really don't care & enjoy life anyways n have fun n manage to make people mad over my happy go luckiness. IDK. Lol. But it seems like all my happiness and memories start in my car..or a car. From cruising at night -- intentionally being stupid teens and getting pulled over -- car tag / car hide n seek at 1 a.m. through different towns -- Blaring music & annoying people -- driving past a group of cops blaring "bad boys" -- geo caching with my sister in grave yards -- driving back random roads leading to this AWESOME train track in which we found a bunch of dead coyotes all in a legit line n then some scattered around plus a bunch of booze bottles and bones, Just we do so much ESPECIALLY on weekends and it's great. Infact the other night it was a school night and I ended up driving home from Eureka at 3:30 at night -.-   BUT yeah. I'd probably rather a song on all the happy memories and great times with the very few TRUE friends that exist in this world.. I don't like talking about my emotions so I'd enjoy a song full of my stupid hilarious memories.. there's  way too many. Some call It trouble -- but it's really not.. I have the BEST parents in the world who do know what's right from wrong and as long as I'm not doing drugs or destroying someones property or things like that then they don't care, therefore everyones opinions are frivolous to even try to express to me. IDC (; I love my life.. especially when I'm not in boring school x)

Week 24: Your face smells like grilled cheese➹➷

This is a very hard blog.. as I have a TERRIBLE memory. I guess one that was funny back then was the phrase :You're a wrist band" because jess, my friend sarah, and my dad and I and maybe maddy were at the HOI fair and had talked about wristbands and then I said "You're a wrist band" and it was just funny..but it would be better if I could reemember the actual story behind it. My dad sometimes still says it. Normally when my friend and I get out of my car we lock it and i have to actually put my key in the door to unlock it bc the button doesnt work cause my car is dumb n doesnt work automatically... so normally i get into my car side first and EVERY time i'll leave her side locked and we both just find it so funny. One day i pumped gas at caseys n she locked me out of my own car when i went back to get into it, lol. I wanted to smack her :).

Week 23: Let's go to Japan. I'm not kidding this time!🎶♣️✈️

If I could go anywhere in the world it would be Hawaii and Florida! I love the beaches and the warm weather. I love that there are ocean creatures like starfish, turtles, sharks.. dolphins.. Just so many beautiful things! I love the beach!!!! I miss Florida. I enjoy just simply even walking on the beach it's all just so very beautiful. There's different things to see then there in small town Washburn. Instead of rarely seeing a walking being there are many people that are out in about enjoying the heat! Also, instead of seeing cornfields you see sand and palm trees! Instead of seeing a puddle of water you see an ocean of water!! It's all just so wonderful. Normally I get home sick on vacations but whenever we go to Florida I never got home sick because I was having so much fun! I have never been to Hawaii, but I imagine it's not much different from Florida. I imagine it to be just as beautiful. But I imagine to see Tikis and fruit everywhere! Let me dream, lol. I'm scared to go on a plain, but one day I hope to go on one.

Week 22: And they lived happily ever after... sort of⚓

Snow White. Her and the man she married didn't last after their marriage. She loved him but she realized that she wasn't ready for commitment. She wanted to enjoy her life a little longer and hang out with other guys. She was only friends with the dwarves, but she wasn't necesarily supposed to be hanging around them. Her husband began to get angry and just gave up. She didn't want him knowing that she was hanging around the dwarves, though she was still being loyal to the relationship title, because he would go and tell the birds and the birds would go tell everyone else through the village. Now a days that's how it is is that no one will mind their own business and judge you on what others say Although it's not their business what so ever. Pretty much snow white was the one who messed up, but sometimes people need to make themselves happy before others. She didn't want to force herself into something she really wasn't ready for. So she screwed it up and was judged. Therfore, the witch tried poisoning her with a Red Apple because she was one of those people who think they belong in others business and have to make that person feel miserable. Yuhp i'm not good at story telling

Week 21: Celebrity Crushes

Well... I honestly don't really know any celebrities.. like I know names but I have no idea like how i know their names or what they look like... But I can name some from when I was little who I had crushes on?! ZAC EFRON! I seriously LOOOOVED him. I always thought he was so "dreamy" at a book fair I bought a high school musical book and a book all on zac efron WITH pictures! Lol it was great. it was kind of sad though because I litteraly had a crush on him.. LOL! I don't want a date with any celebrities though because they're probably full of themselves and i'm a blunt person when I think someone is full of themselves or judgemental about how people truely are that they are probably insecure about... like appearance or just weird or slow in the head or suck at sports.. i hate others that make people feel bad about their flaws. I used to love Lil Wayne too.. lol. I had a thing for dark skins. I didn't like white guys at all. ahha. I always thought it'd be cool also to have a black or mixed child. I think they're the cutest things in the world. It seems judgemental in a way but it's not at all. I just prefered their skin color over mine. Now I think I would enjoy seeing a country singer in person.. I used to really enjoy Brantley Gilbert but now I have several that I really enjoy. I like the "country" style. I mean yeah I have a boyfriend who's prettttyyy good looking.. i've just always liked the country side. Yuuuhp

Week20: 7th Grade Again.

Lol, well as I said in my last blog... i was not the most innocent. I got in alot of physical fights and did alot of stupid crap. I wouldn't mind reliving it though. First off, I had a wonderful bestfriend who I miss being besties with so much. Her name is Taylor Lynn Mardis. We would always be outside and always do random things that entertained us. I was alot happier in 7th grade just because I was me and I wasn't afraid to show it. Colorful skinny jeans, DCs, Boy Jackets, and ICP Band T-shirts were my life. Oh and colorful hair! haha. I started on bad habits that year, but it's all in my past now. lol. The advice i'd give to myself is to just never change. Also, to just stay young forever and not to worry about my appearance because thats who I was. My 7th grade year I decided that I wanted to have the more "popular" look because I was tired of being a ghost and so I changed, spent hundreds of dollars on clothes, deleted old facebook pictures of me, and never wore my DCs and colorful skinny jeans... and mostly never told anyone about all the stupid stuff I did. Though when I moved here in 8th grade it didn't really help too much. I was doing things at too young of an age. I'm not really ashamed of it because my parents know just because they're not stupid. Sometimes I think back and i'm like why did I ever stop doing the stuff I did? I was alot happier despite everything said about me... but then I think again and i'm like I don't even want to do that crap. Also, now I for sure know that i'm not the loser I was made out to be altho once I stopped all of my friends left me bc they're too wrapped up in it but that's okay. My parents are proud to have kids that atleast go to school, get good grades, don't do drugs or drink. To be honest, The only reason I changed from 8th grade was because of Ricky getting on me. Back then it seemed so bad but if it weren't for him I wouldn't have accomplished half the things I have now :)

Week 19: Things you may not know about me.

Well, many people here don't know anything about me. When I moved here in 8th grade I chose to do a complete 360 and not tell ANYONE about anything about me or my past. I wanted to start new. Well let's see. I had to go back and add this. One time Jeffrey, Nick and Trey snuck into my house. it was like 1 am and we were all hding behind my shed doing whatever while my parents were inside asleep. They walked out to my house I think that's like 4 miles out of town or so. Then, thye got cold so they snuck through my sisters bedroom window. I was on the look out and we thought we heard my dad wake up so they hid in our storage room closet. My dad never found/still doesnt know about it! hahahaha.  When I was in 7th grade I got in a lot of fights because someone made me mad b/c they were messing with me or someone I cared about. One time Jess and I ditched school in Metamora & came to washburn HS/JH &  I walked into the school (it was the end of 8th hour) and I was mad at Nick so I found him in the hallway and slammed him against a locker and was screaming at him. No teacher even saw but all of the 8th graders at the time had saw and were laughing. I was really dumb back then and started on alot of stuff that I absolutely HATE now but i'm not going into detail with that. I used to wear colorful skinny jeans, DC's, boy clothes, & colored hair all the time up until I moved here. I've had over 30 "boyfriends" But it was more like hey you're cute, idk your name but date me type of things.. and they weren't virtual people they were people I actually knew/ went to school with. lol. One time I went ding dong ditching in a trailer park and egging cars and one time my friend & I ducked down after knocking on the window & a lady came up to her picture window (in which we had been hiding under) & was looking right out the window to see who it was. If she had just looked down then she would have saw us. LOL, but little did she know, that her chihuahua was staring right down at us wagging his tail! Hahahaha! When I was little I was typing some 45 year old boy over a messenger and he kept trying to talk to me and I told him to stop.. he kept trying to find me & kept trying to convince me to come to him & do stuff & I hadn't told my parents. But one night I hadn't signed out & he had left me messages my mom read them freaking out and told him that I was like 10 (which i did inform him of) & he said that he didn't care & was going to find me... blah blah blah so my mom called the cops & for several days we had woodford county out at my house investigating it. The guy was a 45 year old and was then filed under a sex offender because of that. hahaa.. I had a rebellious past, but atleast it gave me so many stories to talk about. Now, everyone seems to know everything about me..i mean I hide some things but I refuse to share the things that I hide about myself. ;P

week18: Siblings by chance, Friends by choice!

My sister and I have so many memories that it's hard to think of one! I mean we are twins and have spent our whole 17 years of life together. When we were little we enjoyed going into the woods in our backyard (which was HUGE) and be adventurous. There was this ginormous gap in the woods and trees had fell down and was like bridges! We would walk across the fallen trees to get to the other side which was about a 10 foot walk (it was far so i'm going with this) to the other side and then if we would have fallen while crossing over by the trees it was about a good 9 foot drop in most areas. Also, we were always outside. My parents could barely drag jess and I inside even at night to take a bath! I remember our mom made us wash our hair outside and in the pool sometimes because jess and I refused to go inside. Anything bad that she did I was always involved in some way. We ARE partners in crime. I remember one time our dad made us mad so we took a knife to his blanket, stabbed the knife into the door and hid one of his hand guns. LOL. Also, one time Jess (my twin), a friend Alyssa Hill, and I had all decided that we would try and walk home instead of riding the bus. In metamora, the bus would pick us up at the grade school then we would travel to the MTHS (highschool) to pick up the highschoolers and our bus driver would allow us to use the bathroom there if we needed it but we had to buddy system. So Jess, Alyssa H, and I decided that we'd hide in the bathroom and hope the bus would leave without us. Yeah, sure enough our bus driver remembered that we went into the highschool and came looking for us as we had been missing for like 30 minutes and it was like a 8 minute stop. We didn't get introuble but we did get talked to by the principle. lol we fealt pretty bad. I can't remember too many recent memories as i'm pretty brain dead. But jess and I have great friends that we do crazy things with. With our friend Spencer we'd cruise and end up in some one elses property; one time we found a creepy random grave yard in the middle of no where... one time we went down this hill and little did we know it was a huge dropoff so we had to go in reverse on this very steep hill going back up it. Lol i'm surprised jess and I are still here by all the stupid stuff we have done! Lol. One LAST memory that was recent is My friend Maddy and I were in my car, then Jess, jordan and our friends Garrett and Sarah were all in Jordans car. It was like 12 am and we were all bored so we decided to play car hide and seek through town. I passed the cop and got follow 3 times but didn't get pulled over. It was HILARIOUS! Then one of maddy and I's hiding spots was a town road but kind of starts going out into the country and we pulled over and I turned my car off on the side of the road and i kept my lightso n so no one would get scared... but if a Car came passed they probably would have thought Maddy and I were kissing! Lol!! My plan was to turn my emergency lights on and say my car was over heating and that I was taking her home because she didn't feel good! LOL!!!

Week 17: A glimpse at the future.

I awoke from being froze for many years in a science lab. People still exist.. but the clothes aren't anything that i'm diggin. We look like the power rangers. Our traveling is now hover cars. Our cars can drive in the sky individually. They invented hover back packs that people go in the sky and direct traffic. They also have a shooter thing that can stop your cars from moving. They are surrounded with a huge bubble so that they aren't harmed.  To be honest i'm scared for the future. I feel as if this world seems to already be going to crap... because like we are running out of trees... and yeah we are probably going to die. I feel as if I will be wearing raggedy clothes and be living in a small run down home. Not that i have no hope for my success, but because I have no hope for this world. We are advancing too quickly...idk