wEEK 16: 525,600 Minutes

Things have changed ALOT since the beginning of 2015. I can't quite remember anything, though. Last year I was a lot happier though, I'm really cranky and sad for no reason all the time. But hey I guess that's just how it is. Hha. The great thing about this year, now, is that I am actually taking the chances to talk to people. OH and the best of all is my bestfriend and I have become friends again after not talking for the past 3 years after my family kicked hers out of the house they were renting from us. I know...messed up but all that matters is that she's my best friend in the whole world!! :) She makes me sooo happy and when I'm not with her I get bestfriend withdrawals. I try telling her that she's my girlfriend but I don't think she agrees with that idea. Haha! :) All of Maddy and I's memories are worth remembering! One time we drove an hour and so away and got lost going back home because neither of our gps signal would connect! So we had to search for a starbucks to get wifi! Lol!!! Oh! and that same night while trying to find our way.. I started heading towards the complete opposite way of washburn and so I decided I'd stop at a truck stop gas station and a bunch of creepy guys were staring at us and yeaaah..it was bad. lol. One time Ricky, our friend Garrett, Maddy and I were headed to a haunted house and got pulled over for speeding... and the whole time maddy and I were cracking up (uncontrollably) and the boys were yelling at us to shutup! hahaha. Another time Maddy and I almost hit the same dog that runs out infront of me ALLLL the time. So at 10:30 at night I stomped on my breaks in front of the house and hit the horn and didn't let go of it. (Intending to make the owner mad). There's just tooo many funny memories. Besides Jess and Jordan she's the only one I'm suuuuuper crazy around and we just have so much fun! It's the little things. Oh and another memory that cracks me up is my anger that I have! One time Ricky and I were at the mall and there were these (about age) 13 year old girls that were just glaring at me and I said some choice words saying pretty much "What are you looking at you ******************************** (about 6 other name calling words after) and ricky got sooo embaressed but found it hilarious and just started cracking up. I haate when people stare, trust me I have morals and realize that some people don't mean to and that they may not be doing it in a rude way... but I get annoyed easily and sometimes..more like ALL the time... I speak without thinking. Lol oh well. Life's funny. l   o   l. Holy crap. I just remembered how in the beginning of 2015 I also had pretty much just got my licence and I would always go to Minonk. And one time I spun my tires slinging mud with my dads truck and I noticed a cop and I got kind of scared. Idk just random but ya :)

Week 15: Something about snow or whatever

Well. Jess and I had the best child hood ever. we always played in the snow! At our friends house we made an igloo like alegit one! that was awesome. One time at our friends cousins house we dug out a big chamber circle that all of us could fit in. that was awesome also! Then, at our house jess and I made an igloo just by packing snow. We were sad when it started melting. Oh I remember one time Jess, Alyssa G, and I and her cousin went on this big hill in east peoria..or maybe it was peoria... and we used garbage bags to cover our clothes and to slide on because we didn't have sleds. That was SOOOOOO much fun!! I miss those days. This year I really want to go back to my child hood and make a snowman and an awesome igloo! ugh sooo much fun. I'm excited. If I had snow for daaaayz I would make a HUGE igloo! Or even better a winter wonderland full of snowmen and snow rein deer! :)

Week14: Under the Floor boards

Well, I would go and get my dad to help me venture around this random hole that leads a door under our schools floor boards. My dad is very smart and skilled...so if someone would even try to lay a  finger on me they'd be dead in a good 1 second. As we were venturing we found left over remains of indians and Abraham Lincoln! Wow. Also, I found many items from the hipppy happy days! I found a hippy van! It seemed l;ike it was a hoome almost! There were also alot of school secrets. I saw alot of old school books. It was really weird down there. My dad and I found out alot of town secrets...... but... in order to find out what they were you'll just have to go down the trap door and find out yourself!

Week 13: You Day Parade

My Parade would be a hipppy parade!! Makes me so excited and happy happy happy just thinking about it!!!!:) I would have a peace sign float, tye dye floats, a sunflower float..a float full of people dressed like hippies. All that fun stuff! Then everyone would dress like hippies in the audience! :) It'd be great! I'd throw out well more like pass out flowers, and slices of cake. Beccaauuuse I love cake! Ofcourse, it'd be peace signs and tye dye! :) I would have a float that has a picture of me like professionally taken in a field with hippy attire on, that'd be awesome. I want to do that for one of my senior pics! Ugh makes me so excited to just imagine, wish, and dream. My happy place is hippy everything!! :) I'm not into the drugs.. but yeah. I told my mom that if I die before her to make sure that my head stone has a peace sign on it... or even better in the shape of a peace sign with sunflowers engraved! :) Yuhp, That'd be my parade. hippy everything!! :) but..i wouldn't really encourage the drugs!

Week 12: Roses and Thorns

It's Friday already! I haven't done too much this week but cheer practice. I had a baddish day like Monday which was my thorn. But after I got subway and watched some movies with Ricky I felt better. Cheer practice has been reaalllly good this year! Super excited to just cheer already! the real deal! I am pretty sure I passed my graphic arts test today. So, that's a good thing. I hardly remember this week though!! The one thing that's my thorn would be running stair laps... lol! Besides going up and down stairs at school and paseing around work that's the only exercise I really get. Which is terrible to say but just there's nothing to really do outside anymore outside of school and work. So I like doing the stair laps but they really make my stomach hurt! Everyone says they're good for you... blah blah blah.. but they're not the ones having to run them! Don't understand how anyone could do track. My thorn now is that I'm super sick. My face burns and my hands burn... my nose is stuffed & runny and my throat hurts. I really want to go see a movie sometime this weekend! Kind of sucks that I'm sick though.. if it gets any worse i'll have to find someone to cover me all weekend because I don't want to get the residents sick... because they're old so therefore they're more immune to getting sick easily which would be bad if they passed because of it. SO  let's hope it doesn't get worse, rather it gets better!!

☮Week 11: Can you read my mind?☮

Aaaah. I really don't know who's mind I'd hitch hike in. If I was to hitchhike in  Rickys it might be bittersweet... he seems to be really nice to me and you know act like a boyfriend but it's kind of scary to think if he actually thinks the way he acts?????????? Lol! But if I was to hitchhike in his mind I'd probably learn some things about myself that maybe I can't see in my eyes but in his.. which could be a positive experience because I would truly maybe realize all the complements and things he says to me which I always am so negative about and always deny. But, atleast he tries and doesn't give up even though if I was him I would have by now! lol. The other person would probably be my husky. Lol. She is the cutest little thing ever and I love her so stinkin much!! I wonder if she looks at me in love and as a play person or just what she sees me as! Yesterday morning she was all spread out laying on the couch while I was sitting on the recliner... she lifts her head up looking at me with her big wolf fluffy face and I say "Kohddddyyyy!" and then she literally just plopped her head back down on the couch. Like a "whatever im tired shutup" type of way. I wonder if that's what she was actually thinking! lol it was hilarious she's such a little brat <3. But, the other person would probs be my best friend maddy. I wonder what she sees me as some days and how she is on the inside. sometimes I just cant decifer if shes in a bad mood or what!

Week 10: Grim Grimming ghosts come out to socialize

Well, I would do many things when I become a ghost. I'd make signs to my friends that I'm still with them here on earth. I'd watch over them and still talk to them through signs. I'd visit every haunted house to make them more realistic and show myself. That way people will be talking about that awesome character, me, and then the haunted house people would be like...ugh... we don't have that character in our haunted house and realize that it was a ghost. That way they'd become more popular. Just trying to help some people out. I probably would scare people that I have huggge hatred for. Such as girls that try to flirt with Ricky. Looool. Also, I'd scare people that ever gave people I love drugs or bullied them. But that's just me.  That really truly is all I'd do. I'd probably also try and find Marilyn Monroe in the after life because I'm in love with her and she's a babe. Also, I'd just go and do me and go back to the hippie days because those are the days that I love reading about and whatnot and I love all that stuff so I'd just do whatever I want..nothing could hurt me because I'm already dead. Why I'm sayin that I could even have a possibility to get hurt is because everyone did terrible drugs that they'd probably be out of their minds and try and hurt me... I hate drugs.. but I would love to dress like a hippy and own a hippy van.. I just love peace signs and everything about hippy stuff.. like it's for real my dream and happiness.. ugh I wish.

Week 9: Your wish is my command

I would make a wish for one of my loved ones. My Three wishes would be 1.) To grant all the happiness to them so there is not a worry in the world or even a pain to feel
2.) I would wish for them to gather enough money and wish for them to be able to stand up for themselves more so that no one can try claiming their money.. so that they can save their own money, live the way they want to..have fun like they'd like to without it being stressful. If they could save their money then they could buy their own place to start off their life. also, so they could go to college!
3.) My wish would be for them to get all the video games in the world that they would want. Because Video games are awesome. And They can make you happy if you really enjoy them and they so happen to enjoy them so yeah. Video games it is. Also, to be able to get the video game system that they really want.
Yeah, I didn't really know what to say about this blog without getting too personal but yeah. That's truly what I'd wish for. Not even just this one person; but everyone around me. I mostly just wish that everyone could just live with peace and happiness within. ✌☯☮

Week 8: Home is Where The Heart Is❤️‍

I have lived only in two places my whole almost 17 years of life. I used to live in Metamora in a beautiful home. It was in the country. I grew up there for 13 years. I remember when moving i got home sick alot...although I was the one who wanted to move. I love my new schoool! and friends! But I just remember it feeling weird and un natural for awhile. There's so many memories there.. from the first home that my parents carried me into when i was fresh out the hospital after birth.. sledding down our big hills during the winter. Getting on the school bus. All of the pets/ strays that jess and I tried claiming. There's so many memories in that house and I often enjoy driving past it.
I've called my best friend Alyssa's house "home" because it felt like home with as comfortable as I felt being around them. Also, my best friend Brandon and another Alyssa's house. Their mom adored me and just like everyone else always had the door wide open for me. And my old bestfriend Taylors house I was there like for a whole year more than I was at my actual house. Now, it's my bestfriend Maddy's house... which I wish she'd not be home schooled and go to this school with me!! I'd be so happy. I love my bestfriend she's so beautiful and we always have a blast together and are NEEEVER bored! Sometimes I wont even text my friend maddy letting her know that i'm at her house.. so therfore shed have no idea that id be there and she'd walk into her kitchen and find me digging through her fridge. Yuhp. I've had some awesome friends in this life I call mine :)

Week 7: Where's Waldo Reallllllly ✌

So, Waldo is actually an escaped criminal.
In all those pictures you saw as a child when you finally found him; that's when he ran. He travels alot. The cops are after him well for A) Escaping Prison
and B) For the reason he was in prison. He was in prison for stealing over $250,000,000,000 in cash and gold from banks and homes.
We figure that that is how he is traveling so much and hiding so well. He must have hid the money knowing he will be arrested. People like that just really don't make sense to me. I don't know about you but I wouldnt want to be running from 5-0 all my life.
But if that's what you 'bout then that's whatsup I guess . . .
Waldo is a crazy mofo I guess. He comes and goes from place to place. Our police force knows about him but are too worried about a gram of marijuana, childish school fights, and pulling over people whom are texting and driving to actually open up their eyes and see that we have something bigger going on. We got this crazy mofo name Waldo traveling from place to place enjoying his escaped prison type lifestyle.. Stealin money and putting the Americas in debt. Where's waldo.. and where's our money?

Week 6: Welcome to Horror High! x)

The main character from "The Orphan"

She looks like a kid but little does her adoptive parents know, she's actually a 40 year old woman who lived in an insane asylum.

She probably wasn't in any clubs. She was probably the person who sabotaged all clubs and sporting events. I feel as if she never did her homework and hardly showed up to school because she just really doesn't care and hates everyone. She had probably tied her teachers to the chair and stuck an apple in their mouth if they had something to say about her lack of attendance and turned in assignments. I feel as if she was just evil at birth.. I feel like she was once a part of the Adams Family which made her kind of creepy and odd then she just began to have anger and well she seems really attracted to men... So a boy probably broke her heart in grade school so she then started killing. The school that she used to go to doesn't even exist anymore because she burnt it down. That was the start of her craziness in which she grew up in an insane asylum; killing all of the families that adopted her.. because she probably killed her biological parents. Yuuuhp,

☯Week 5: Teachers were teenagers too?!?!☯

OKAY. Sooo, all of my teachers this year are probably quite different from what they were as a teenager. I deffiniatly don't see me being like any of them as a teen.
I feel like
Mrs. Galpin: I don't really know her, but she's super nice. I feel as if in her teen years she was always the really nice, talkitive, and sporty preppy type of person who probably went to a big highschool.

Mrs. Dale: I feel as if she was into clubs and chess and stuff like that as a teen because she's the teacher for all of the computer type of stuff. She was probably a hipster, too.

Ms Hudson: I feel like she was the cool teen but read books for fun. She probably was into different type of things than everyone else but still was friends with like everyone except immature people.

Mrs. Rowald: She's super nice and seems like she probably was the super nice, innocent, and always trying to comfort people type of person in highschool. She probably was in a bunch of math clubs and was the one person who ran to her math classes in excitement.

Mrs. Young: Well, she probably just had her own group of friends in highschool. I feel as if people just kind of did their own thing at her school. I feel as if she probably was drawing in her notebooks during every single class but was still that one person to pass with A+'s in every class she took.

Mr. Burris: I feel like he may be a really good teacher now, and may like not let everything slide in his class.. but I feel like in highschool he was in the "cool crowd" idk why, but that's just my opinion.

I dig my teachers. They're cool......i guess :)✌️

Week 4: The Zombies are Marching

My group is very small. It consists of Ricky, Jess, my friends Maddy and Sarah and my parents. We all would stay together. It's very heartbreaking because i'm scared that my family may become seperated. But we are an ultimate team. Ricky is the leader of the group well and my dad. My dad has good gun aim and ricky is just a beast and has a creative mind in problem solving and plays a lot of video games, so. Me, Jess, My mom, Maddy and Sarah are all dumbies. We're just a bunch of blondes and if it weren't for them we'd be dead. We will hide out in a house in the country. It will be a bricked house with a basement. We are filling in all windows but two with cement. The two windows will be the attick windows. Our house is going to be filled with candles and light. It will be peaceful. We will take turns shooting anyone who comes near. The windows upstairs will be able to open and close fastly with a button. My dad is a mechanic and has worked on every kind of machine including cars and knows how to put things together. so he will do that. When our food supply comes low we will use our hellicopter to hurry to the store or fly to a different state to grab some food. our hellicopter will be secured on our landing dock on the roof with a big bullet proof glass box. We will survive. When it gets too bad we will lock up the house and go live somewhere else for awhile till everything dies down.

Week 3: My Life in Ink!🍃🌌 ☮

The cracked book that I found titled with my name was very intriguing. I would refuse to read my future stories. I mean, it'd be nice to know how my life turns out.. but i'd rather just let it be and live my life where it wouldn't have to be stressful. Say my future is succesful. I'd be really stressed out after reading that and from so on would constantly over stress my self in fear that I may change my destined life if I don't work hard all day everyday. I'd love to go back and read chapters of the past. Probably my Junior high years mostly. or 5th- 8th grade. Those were the fun immature days where all of my old friends remain. As we all went to highschool and I moved away from my hometown (although I don't live very far from it at all!!) Everyone seemed to have moved on with their lives and forgot about me. I miss the days that my sister and I were closer. Nowadays I'm just always in a bad mood outside of school and sometimes in school. Only because I tend to think on the past without meaning to. Oh how I miss the fun stupid memories growing up. One that's school appropriate that I can think of on the top of my head is when my bestie Brandon J and I jumped a cow fence and they started towards us.. then we'd run towards them n they would run. It was a constant back and forth battle. I made super bad choices back then, but that's what made me who I am and gave me stories to tell my kids.. and grandkids some day! :)☮

✨ Week 2: Teenage Myths✨

 I feel like many adults look at us as if we're bad kids. It's annoying when they judge us for our clothing. I'm glad I have loving and unjudgemental parents. They're like 55 and actually LOVE my outfits even though to others they may be innapropriate (ex. leggings). I see why adults may be strict or rude on our style.. but they need to get with the program and realize that things change, people change, life changes. I hate how many people think that Washburn teens are worse than like Metamora teens because of the bad things that go on around here. Alot of adults think we do drugs or whatever... when honestly I feel like they just have a guilty conscience becaaauuse.. back then in the 60's or 70''s or 80's idk,, whatever days... were the true hippy days :) I like being a teenager and am satisfied with my life. I'm not even a bad kid at all; I dont party..do drugs.. drink.. wear shorts that show what shouldnt be shown..ya know; things like that. But I have had a parent or two that's thought bad of me because of my language. But tbh I don't really care, i'm me and I dig it. ;P

Week 1: How"s school?🏫

▪️ ▫️School is going great so far. I seem to have more of the "harder" classes. I take Metamora classes in the morning. In Child Development I really like it and it seems easy.. but at first I was super shy because there are sooooo many people in my class. Many of them I know from when I used to go to Metamora before I moved my 8th grade year. But.. it's still weird. But I'm finally beginning to feel a little more comfortable. My second hour is Graphic arts. I REALLY like it and feel so comfortable in that class. It's going to be fun. My fourth hour is english three honors. My fifth hour is Alg 2. My sixth hour is Accounting. My seventh hour is advanced art. My eighth hour is US History. I like being in school. All summer I was sick and worked. I didn'd do too much. I'm thankful to be surrounded by people. This school year has been super good though so far! I absolutely love it and feel so much better and comfortable and open now that the Seniors are gone and that I'm a junior. I love it!! :) My class that i'm excited for the most is my english class, graphic arts, and Art! :)▪️ ▫️