Week 28: I get by with a little bit of help from my friends❣️🐜

This letter would be to Ricky.
He has not been there my WHOLE life to experience the memories with me, but he seemed to have came along just in time for when things started getting hard.
He has only been in my life for 4 years, but i'm glad he at least came just in time for everything.

To the one whom knows everything about me and lends a listening, helpful, ear..
   I am beyond thankful for you. It's nothing against my friends or family that you know the most.. you just have been the one who has never made me feel judged as if i'm just stupid and ugly n fat or you know... Whatever, lol. Also, I have a best friend but I don't trust her enough to tell her anything.. at least not yet. Plus all anyone does is judge and run their mouth,.. but you know.. you never really have. Some days I feel so bad that you have to put up with my sadness so I try not to always go to you because that'd be annoying. But when I do go to you feeling like i'm 6 feet under way deep down in the dirt; you always try your hardest to tell me things to lift myself back up. You are the only one who doesn't judge me for my sadness.. one day it will all be done though and I wont feel so suffocated all the time and so tired and whatever! I'm very thankful that you have tried helping me to also get into shape... though you aggravate me when  you offer me some kind of junk food though you clearly know i'm trying to stay away from that crap -______________- lol! Idk really what to say i'm not good at these things. Just pretty much thankful for everything and for all your efforts to remind me that there are trustworthy people in the world that wont tell anyone even the simplest things and that there are people who love and care. Also, you're great to be with... so that's a plus! :) IDK I'm really lame and don't really know how to put things into words. Though I don't tell you a long with almost everyone else anything.. you're still the one who I know for sure I can always go to if I really needed it or wanted to. soooo
                                                                                               You're great! and I love                                                                                                            and appreciate you more than you'd ever know!
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