Week20: 7th Grade Again.

Lol, well as I said in my last blog... i was not the most innocent. I got in alot of physical fights and did alot of stupid crap. I wouldn't mind reliving it though. First off, I had a wonderful bestfriend who I miss being besties with so much. Her name is Taylor Lynn Mardis. We would always be outside and always do random things that entertained us. I was alot happier in 7th grade just because I was me and I wasn't afraid to show it. Colorful skinny jeans, DCs, Boy Jackets, and ICP Band T-shirts were my life. Oh and colorful hair! haha. I started on bad habits that year, but it's all in my past now. lol. The advice i'd give to myself is to just never change. Also, to just stay young forever and not to worry about my appearance because thats who I was. My 7th grade year I decided that I wanted to have the more "popular" look because I was tired of being a ghost and so I changed, spent hundreds of dollars on clothes, deleted old facebook pictures of me, and never wore my DCs and colorful skinny jeans... and mostly never told anyone about all the stupid stuff I did. Though when I moved here in 8th grade it didn't really help too much. I was doing things at too young of an age. I'm not really ashamed of it because my parents know just because they're not stupid. Sometimes I think back and i'm like why did I ever stop doing the stuff I did? I was alot happier despite everything said about me... but then I think again and i'm like I don't even want to do that crap. Also, now I for sure know that i'm not the loser I was made out to be altho once I stopped all of my friends left me bc they're too wrapped up in it but that's okay. My parents are proud to have kids that atleast go to school, get good grades, don't do drugs or drink. To be honest, The only reason I changed from 8th grade was because of Ricky getting on me. Back then it seemed so bad but if it weren't for him I wouldn't have accomplished half the things I have now :)