Week 24: Your face smells like grilled cheese➹➷

This is a very hard blog.. as I have a TERRIBLE memory. I guess one that was funny back then was the phrase :You're a wrist band" because jess, my friend sarah, and my dad and I and maybe maddy were at the HOI fair and had talked about wristbands and then I said "You're a wrist band" and it was just funny..but it would be better if I could reemember the actual story behind it. My dad sometimes still says it. Normally when my friend and I get out of my car we lock it and i have to actually put my key in the door to unlock it bc the button doesnt work cause my car is dumb n doesnt work automatically... so normally i get into my car side first and EVERY time i'll leave her side locked and we both just find it so funny. One day i pumped gas at caseys n she locked me out of my own car when i went back to get into it, lol. I wanted to smack her :).

Week 23: Let's go to Japan. I'm not kidding this time!🎶♣️✈️

If I could go anywhere in the world it would be Hawaii and Florida! I love the beaches and the warm weather. I love that there are ocean creatures like starfish, turtles, sharks.. dolphins.. Just so many beautiful things! I love the beach!!!! I miss Florida. I enjoy just simply even walking on the beach it's all just so very beautiful. There's different things to see then there in small town Washburn. Instead of rarely seeing a walking being there are many people that are out in about enjoying the heat! Also, instead of seeing cornfields you see sand and palm trees! Instead of seeing a puddle of water you see an ocean of water!! It's all just so wonderful. Normally I get home sick on vacations but whenever we go to Florida I never got home sick because I was having so much fun! I have never been to Hawaii, but I imagine it's not much different from Florida. I imagine it to be just as beautiful. But I imagine to see Tikis and fruit everywhere! Let me dream, lol. I'm scared to go on a plain, but one day I hope to go on one.

Week 22: And they lived happily ever after... sort of⚓

Snow White. Her and the man she married didn't last after their marriage. She loved him but she realized that she wasn't ready for commitment. She wanted to enjoy her life a little longer and hang out with other guys. She was only friends with the dwarves, but she wasn't necesarily supposed to be hanging around them. Her husband began to get angry and just gave up. She didn't want him knowing that she was hanging around the dwarves, though she was still being loyal to the relationship title, because he would go and tell the birds and the birds would go tell everyone else through the village. Now a days that's how it is is that no one will mind their own business and judge you on what others say Although it's not their business what so ever. Pretty much snow white was the one who messed up, but sometimes people need to make themselves happy before others. She didn't want to force herself into something she really wasn't ready for. So she screwed it up and was judged. Therfore, the witch tried poisoning her with a Red Apple because she was one of those people who think they belong in others business and have to make that person feel miserable. Yuhp i'm not good at story telling

Week 21: Celebrity Crushes

Well... I honestly don't really know any celebrities.. like I know names but I have no idea like how i know their names or what they look like... But I can name some from when I was little who I had crushes on?! ZAC EFRON! I seriously LOOOOVED him. I always thought he was so "dreamy" at a book fair I bought a high school musical book and a book all on zac efron WITH pictures! Lol it was great. it was kind of sad though because I litteraly had a crush on him.. LOL! I don't want a date with any celebrities though because they're probably full of themselves and i'm a blunt person when I think someone is full of themselves or judgemental about how people truely are that they are probably insecure about... like appearance or just weird or slow in the head or suck at sports.. i hate others that make people feel bad about their flaws. I used to love Lil Wayne too.. lol. I had a thing for dark skins. I didn't like white guys at all. ahha. I always thought it'd be cool also to have a black or mixed child. I think they're the cutest things in the world. It seems judgemental in a way but it's not at all. I just prefered their skin color over mine. Now I think I would enjoy seeing a country singer in person.. I used to really enjoy Brantley Gilbert but now I have several that I really enjoy. I like the "country" style. I mean yeah I have a boyfriend who's prettttyyy good looking.. i've just always liked the country side. Yuuuhp

Week20: 7th Grade Again.

Lol, well as I said in my last blog... i was not the most innocent. I got in alot of physical fights and did alot of stupid crap. I wouldn't mind reliving it though. First off, I had a wonderful bestfriend who I miss being besties with so much. Her name is Taylor Lynn Mardis. We would always be outside and always do random things that entertained us. I was alot happier in 7th grade just because I was me and I wasn't afraid to show it. Colorful skinny jeans, DCs, Boy Jackets, and ICP Band T-shirts were my life. Oh and colorful hair! haha. I started on bad habits that year, but it's all in my past now. lol. The advice i'd give to myself is to just never change. Also, to just stay young forever and not to worry about my appearance because thats who I was. My 7th grade year I decided that I wanted to have the more "popular" look because I was tired of being a ghost and so I changed, spent hundreds of dollars on clothes, deleted old facebook pictures of me, and never wore my DCs and colorful skinny jeans... and mostly never told anyone about all the stupid stuff I did. Though when I moved here in 8th grade it didn't really help too much. I was doing things at too young of an age. I'm not really ashamed of it because my parents know just because they're not stupid. Sometimes I think back and i'm like why did I ever stop doing the stuff I did? I was alot happier despite everything said about me... but then I think again and i'm like I don't even want to do that crap. Also, now I for sure know that i'm not the loser I was made out to be altho once I stopped all of my friends left me bc they're too wrapped up in it but that's okay. My parents are proud to have kids that atleast go to school, get good grades, don't do drugs or drink. To be honest, The only reason I changed from 8th grade was because of Ricky getting on me. Back then it seemed so bad but if it weren't for him I wouldn't have accomplished half the things I have now :)