Week 31: Words from the wise

Sophomores (aka incoming Juniors!)
Well it'd be pretty nice if you guys could see through some of our blogs to you! We may just have some good advice. Well Junior year is honestly pretty easy. Not even going to lie I really haven't put much effort into it. One advice I really have though is to try your hardest in Math. No I am not failing and it's not my fault.. but I just can't focus or put my head to things like for the life of me. But if you're able to I'd really pay attention to the best of your ability in math so that way you don't screw yourself over in college. I don't want to take a math next year though because regardless it's not going to help me for college. Mrs. R is a really good teacher! so it's nothing against her teaching... but I just can not do math. I literally did not learn a single thing in math this year because of my attention span and my lack of ability to put my mind to it..I really can't my mind can't focus enough and things LITERALLY go in through one ear and out the other. So even if I take math next year it's not going to help me for college unless thigns change.. IDK. but I just am scared that that's going to be my weakness and reason I don't have a successful life, lol.
        I just think everyone should keep doing them and that some of the girls should probably grow up and quit with the sob stories that are only told to the staff in a "it's their fault" perspective... when really EVERYONE could tell you that they sit there and start it all. constantly. but whatever it don't bother me.. just pretty annoying. One day it will catch up to them.
        Also, this is the year where you can be on NHS so try your best in school because in the long run that could help you on resumes....
ALSO Prom Committee is SO fun! I encourage you all to do it! :)

Week 30: Who are you?

My 5 people that I would have to reteach me my life would be
1. Ricky
2. Mom
3. Dad
4. Jess
5. Spency

The only thing I would have put on my panel is for them not to tell me i'm very shy and because of it i'm really socially and in general awkward. I would love to not be shy so that way maybe i'd feel happier because i wouldn't be so trapped.

They would also tell me I am motivated in school so that way it'd uplift me and help me to be convinced that I actually am. Those are the only two things i'd change.. I would love to change almost everything about me but like I feel like if they told me too much different then I would actually change and they wouldn't like me for me... they'd miss the old --crappy-- me ..eventually. I think.

They would tell me though (which is true! :)" That I'm a very motivated worker and go above and beyond my job tasks at work and that my boss has told me i am his best worker out of the 8 other night shifts! :)

They do laugh a little and tell me I have the worse memory in the world. I kind of hope that they help me though to not remember too many flaws so that way I don't get the bad mind set that I do now --
But sometimes I say I wish i could forget everything like lose my memory but then again I would love to remember everything because good or bad of a memory they are still a memory that leaves me with wisdom, experience, stories, and advice...or just some good laughs :)


I think the only one who would be able to tell me most about me currently and lately and recently that knows me best is Ricky but as to what everyone sees on the outside I feel like they could cover it. Also, Jess my mom n dad know the younger me and Jess knows quite a bit about me. Honestly I can't even remember much right now even though I did not get in a bad accident! haha.

Week 29: We All Live in a Yellow Submarine!

The town of Washburn has flooded. This time, it went a little... okay more like a lot.. over board. It was fun jumping out of the computer lab windows into a sea of water. We all were scuba diving and discovered that cows can survive under water! Except their moos go blub blub. We all met back up on the roof and loaded into the submarine. We nose dived into the water. It was really scary but what do you expect when you have Brody and Jeffrey driving. None of us really knew how to work the yellow submarine, but beings Jacob, Austin, and Michael play enough video games they figured they could co-pilot (Which was a better bet than tweedle dee- and tweedle dumber *Yes I asked them if I could call them that* trying to cruise us around in the yellow mobile.) Our class is pretty fun so we all just laughed at all the stupid -close to death- situations. I didn't know either that even the cops have submarines. Hudson thought it'd be fun to read us stories while we venture around; good thing there was a dispose can that emptied right out into the water. All in all it was a good day, as we were returning to the school the water started to vastly shallow down. Quickly, we dispersed out of the submarine and ran as fast as we could from the school... otherwise Hudson would have made us write a paper on our adventure through the small town of Washburn in a Yellow Submarine.

Week 28: I get by with a little bit of help from my friends❣️🐜

This letter would be to Ricky.
He has not been there my WHOLE life to experience the memories with me, but he seemed to have came along just in time for when things started getting hard.
He has only been in my life for 4 years, but i'm glad he at least came just in time for everything.

To the one whom knows everything about me and lends a listening, helpful, ear..
   I am beyond thankful for you. It's nothing against my friends or family that you know the most.. you just have been the one who has never made me feel judged as if i'm just stupid and ugly n fat or you know... Whatever, lol. Also, I have a best friend but I don't trust her enough to tell her anything.. at least not yet. Plus all anyone does is judge and run their mouth,.. but you know.. you never really have. Some days I feel so bad that you have to put up with my sadness so I try not to always go to you because that'd be annoying. But when I do go to you feeling like i'm 6 feet under way deep down in the dirt; you always try your hardest to tell me things to lift myself back up. You are the only one who doesn't judge me for my sadness.. one day it will all be done though and I wont feel so suffocated all the time and so tired and whatever! I'm very thankful that you have tried helping me to also get into shape... though you aggravate me when  you offer me some kind of junk food though you clearly know i'm trying to stay away from that crap -______________- lol! Idk really what to say i'm not good at these things. Just pretty much thankful for everything and for all your efforts to remind me that there are trustworthy people in the world that wont tell anyone even the simplest things and that there are people who love and care. Also, you're great to be with... so that's a plus! :) IDK I'm really lame and don't really know how to put things into words. Though I don't tell you a long with almost everyone else anything.. you're still the one who I know for sure I can always go to if I really needed it or wanted to. soooo
                                                                                               You're great! and I love                                                                                                            and appreciate you more than you'd ever know!
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