Week 30: Who are you?

My 5 people that I would have to reteach me my life would be
1. Ricky
2. Mom
3. Dad
4. Jess
5. Spency

The only thing I would have put on my panel is for them not to tell me i'm very shy and because of it i'm really socially and in general awkward. I would love to not be shy so that way maybe i'd feel happier because i wouldn't be so trapped.

They would also tell me I am motivated in school so that way it'd uplift me and help me to be convinced that I actually am. Those are the only two things i'd change.. I would love to change almost everything about me but like I feel like if they told me too much different then I would actually change and they wouldn't like me for me... they'd miss the old --crappy-- me ..eventually. I think.

They would tell me though (which is true! :)" That I'm a very motivated worker and go above and beyond my job tasks at work and that my boss has told me i am his best worker out of the 8 other night shifts! :)

They do laugh a little and tell me I have the worse memory in the world. I kind of hope that they help me though to not remember too many flaws so that way I don't get the bad mind set that I do now --
But sometimes I say I wish i could forget everything like lose my memory but then again I would love to remember everything because good or bad of a memory they are still a memory that leaves me with wisdom, experience, stories, and advice...or just some good laughs :)


I think the only one who would be able to tell me most about me currently and lately and recently that knows me best is Ricky but as to what everyone sees on the outside I feel like they could cover it. Also, Jess my mom n dad know the younger me and Jess knows quite a bit about me. Honestly I can't even remember much right now even though I did not get in a bad accident! haha.